Dear Friend,

I am totally miserable at college. Everything here is so messy and disorganized. I wish they would let me go free on campus to label and rearrage everything. There are also ALOT of people here making the air all stuffy and hot and they all make me incredibly nervous. I feel like I can see all the bacteria they have clingling to their clothes. This has forced me to carry Clorox Cleaning Wipes with me everywhere to clean off my class desks twice a class in a counter clockwise circle 4 times then the other way 5. Its very unsettling. I refuse not to do this and if someone calls me out on this, then I would have no other choice but to walk out of class. I find that I am constantly doing work and studing so I dont have to time to go out, but thats okay, because then I can get my work done like I am supposed to. I'm hoping things will turn out better here or I might have to come back home.

Sadie